My now future fiancee wrote this a year ago and i think you guys would like

Heres a story about how a young girl changed a young guys life, turning his world rightside up, filling up his empty cup, and unconditionally loving him.

The beginning of this story is what is probably the most ironic. I had had a sour relationship with a girl who didn't know what she wanted, she thought she knew but inevitably
ended up throwing away what she should have kept and regrets it. So I began a lone wolf journey...with my best friend James away at school...Luis busy with music...I really didn't have
anyone to be around...I was constantly fighting with my mother at this point because she critisized my life and I didn't like it. She seen me as unhappy and even though she was only
trying to help me, she was actually sticking her fingers in unclosed wounds with salt dipped fingers and it really hurt.

I was a workout-o-holic at this point. I was probably in the best PHYSICAL shape in my life at this point. Not my strongest but surely my healthiest physialness. Though my mind was rotting away and my heart was enclosed in a coffin it wouldn't come out of. I opted out of working out at the ymca...that place just sucked pretty bad...and my mother had told me about 24 hour fitness...I guess I never gave the place much thought before, even though I'd passed it by so much. So I said what the hell and went in to become a member.

That's when the lightswitch in my heart began to go from cold to hot and flicker on and off...I seen her...a beautiful girl that instantly just caught my eye...because I can sense her heart was flickering...
Though at this point...her heart was flickering from pain...unsastisfied with her life..I can feel so much from just a first look...but I can tell she was real inside...and I can't ever get that sensation
from any other girl I've met...I wondered about her so much in those few seconds I was waiting in line...I became nervous...she was busy with a bunch of members and at that point I don't believe
she even knew I existed...then suddenly a different person helped me out and actualy was the person who signed me up...so finally...Peter Fierro..a member of 24 hour fitness..with 2 huge benefits...
it's open 24 hours...and the girl that sent a storm of butterflies into my stomach worked there...I would see her time to time...but...all I got was a "hi how are you?" with a very bright smile...

I felt as if she was obligated to say that to everyone...which she obviously was...so I didn't feel as if she said it to me any different...I still felt like she didn't know I existed..even though I was secretly
captivated by her..and slowly somehow...falling in love with a girl I didn't even know...

I didn't know her age, I didn't know if she was single, shit I didn't know anything besides that shes the girl for me damnit and I HAD to get her somehow..I used to work overnight..and my schedule was horribly messed up...I worked out at the weirdest hours..so seeing her was not a constant thing...during this time I made lots of stupid mistakes in my life...did the wrong thing a few times...
though life went on continued to feel empty...still wondering who the girl at the front desk...she was always in the back of my mind...

suddenly...a weird short bald fagget showed up with her...and I'll never forget the face she made when suddenly she and I got out of the car at almost the same time and she looked across at me
with a face litt up as if she thought "it's him!" AND SHE WAVED AT ME!? whoa I didn't know what was going on I even looked around me like...um..me? the funny looking kid with the big nose?
so I waved back, and the weird guy just kind of looked at me awkward like wondering who was I...and then...thats hen things got ugly...the guy turned out to be her boyfriend...as any good
girl would do she got close to him and hugged him as they walked and the asswhole pushed her away...so she stormed off frustrated and went to workout....

I was caught in the middle....she had a boyfriend....but things didn't look quite well....but even still I was sad...because maybe there was no hope for me after all...with my kind of luck..bad things
always happen....

so I continued to work...telling one of my good co workers at the time to workout with me, I even told him theres a cutie I liked there, he asked me if there were other girls there and I said well
of course it's a gym so it's pretty much full of them, attempt at your own risk I said haha I had my eye on one girl. He began asking me more and more about her, and at that point I just kept repeating I've never actually formally met her....but I did find out her name was Grizzle =] (even though it said that on her name badge I was proud).

So FINALLY this lazy ass decides to go with me, and he sees her. he begins to give me a speach about following my heart, stop doubting myself, and who gives a fuck if she has a boyfriend....he seen a girl he was interested and he said kept teling me over and over to just talk to Grizzle....so finally...we are done with our workout...and ONCE AGAIN theres some DICK talking to her...
jesus christ! ALWAYS! first she dissapears TWICE! with 2 different injury occurences....I tried to talk to her one time when her arm was messed up...and this dick cut me off and she asked me what I said...and the dumass of me changed the subject and just said "um...are you guys hiring"? IDIOT!...ah....yea I bitched out...and this time was no different...I bitched out as we walked away...
then I told my co worker (marco) that I felt like shit and wanted water...so LUCKILY I went in..got water...and when I came back marco was actually talking to her...and the situation benefited me
making it convenient for me to jump in the convo....

SO YES!!! finally I talked to her!!! and everything I assumed came to be true! she was PERFECT FOR ME! she liked the same type of things as me and we just started talking non stop as if marco was not even there (poor guy)...so...I end up asking her if shes single...and OF COURSE she said she wasn't....but she even said shes engaged!...gah....she was trying to tell me not to talk to her...thats how girls do it...don't think I didn't know foo!...so anyways...despite that...we kept talking...she was fucking AWESOME!!!!...we became good ass friends! one night I worked out and planned my workout to end right when her shift ended to see if I could talk to her more....

So it was 10 30...SHE ACTUALLY TOLD ME TO SIT WITH HER!!!!!!! so I did..and we began talking about super natural things in life...ghosts...aliens...dreams...man the conversation was BAD ASS!!!
...and get this..SHE GAVE ME HER CELL NUMBER AND HER E-MAIL!!!! HOLY SHIT!!!!...ok...so obviously...she had an interest in me...and I wanted to just roll with it....even if we were just friends..
we began to text message marathon!!!!...and I'm sure her boyfriend danny the day didn't appreciate it at the time...often times I felt bad....but she reassured me it was fine...so we kept talking...and man I just couldn't hold it in anymore...I really really really really LIKED HER....I felt in LOVE!....so one day...we plan to go to the movies....and we meet up...God she looked even HOTTER outside of work...I felt so lucky....I'm not even kidding...we had gone to see a scary movie called paranormal activity (if you think it's gay then FUCK YOU it's memorable for me cuz it was our first night our!)
and so we enjoyed the movie...and I wanted to be so much more close to her....we went back into my car...and my heart was killing me!...I got depressed...knowing even though this night was magical...I couldn't kiss this girl....even though I wanted to sooo much....she asked me what was wrong...and I replied "oh...nothing...I'm just tired"....she kept asking me...and of course...I wouldn't tell her...

soooo.....things continued..and I continued to be her friend..and she began to open up to me about the piece of shit guy she was with...I discovered she did NOT love him..and he was hurting her so much...I wanted to save this girl...she was getting close to fucking marrying him...jesus christ MARRYING HIM!....I constantly told her leave the douche bag....and at this point her heart was so mixed up......to make matters worse...I began opening up to her...telling her I wished she was single....that shes the perfect girl....that I liked her....even still...we stood as friends..

then One weird occurance happened...her uncle was visiting her...I believe his name was Martin....and he was a bad ass musician and a cool as uncle I hear....and she went to shower...and the guy picked up her phone and began texting me..I guess he heard about me..he started talking about his life...that he had the same exact thing happen to him...that he fell in love with a woman that was taken...and he regrets not savoring the time and makinng her his sooner...he began to tell me everyone hated this queer danny..that fag doesnt even deserve a capital letter...no capital D for danny...but yes captial D for DICKFACE...(FUCK YOU danny DICKFACE)...anyways....people highly disliked him...and he himself (Martine) wondered what the hell Grizzy was doing with him (I call her Grizzy...well..DID....now shes my Babe =] )...so he told me to just kiss her...to one day just say fuck it...and do it...and then he deleted all our texts so she wouldn't know...

so...we became best friends....talked soooo much..texted sooooo much...made everyones attention arise to whats going on...but alas...we were only good friends...so one night we get some food, and go back to my place...and eat while watching night at the museum together....and I told her about everything Martin said....I had no regrets telling her..im super honest with her...so she teased me about the kiss thinking I woulnd't do it....and I said fuck it!....I KISSED HER!!! fuck it was fucking TIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVED OUR FIRST KISS!!!....and right after...my heart went from flickering on and off....to brightly turned on...and my love for her was sealed....and never ever EVER has faded since then....thats when everything happened...we got closer...and closer...had adventurous nights...and secretly began to be wit one another...she dumped that piece of shit DICKFACE...he clinged to her for TOO LONG he wouldn't leave her alone or allow us to be together...she gave him time...and more time....while we were officialy together had to pretend we weren't till this queer left her...till finally he did....and we have been together since...it's been a year...AWESOME!...

and that's only the beginning =]

but I'll end this first chapter, and say that I love you baby....more than you will EVER know....I don't EVER WANT TO LOSE YOU...and I will never let you down..or hurt you....you are my heart, my soul, and even my eyes...

~Love always and forever

,Peter Fierro

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